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♥ a girl on a mission ♥

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[16 Jul 2004|09:30am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

i haven't updated in ages! i've been quite ill since last friday. i think it was a mix of allergies & just being tired. anyway, i couldn't eat very much at all but i lost about 3lbs. that was kinda cool.

on wednesday i went hiking with my boyfriend for about a mile & most of it was uphill so i was proud of that. it was so hot & buggy though!

i finally got my elliptical strider! i'm so excited! i want to do 30-60 minutes a day. i did 10 minutes yesterday just to get a feel for it & it's exactly what i wanted. it's not the most tech one but it'll get the job done. i'll especially appreciate it in the winter. so... yay! :]

now i just need to keep positive & active. i've been trying to surround myself with friends lately. that always helps. i'm thinking of signing up for some dance classes or something too & i need to get a job!

well, that's it for now. stay strong! ♥

2|CMMNT

[08 Jul 2004|02:25pm]
i've seen 3 girls i used to go to school with around town in the last week & they all used to be curvy but now they've all lost weight. must be because of prom. whatever it is, they look soooo much better. i want people to think that when they see me. i want them to say "omg she looks really good" or "she looks so thin" or i want someone to ask me if i've lost weight! that would be really nice.

i also saw a girl who's gained weight since school & she looks really chubby. i hope i don't look like that. she's a lot shorter than me, but still.

this entry was pointless but it's weight related & i needed to vent.

FAT IS DISGUSTING.
3|CMMNT

[08 Jul 2004|02:10pm]
[ mood | sick ]

i couldn't start the bikini fit diet :[ i felt like such a failure but i had to wait til after i started my pills again, so i've been slacking a little. although, when i'm on my meds for like the first week i have no appetite & sometimes i throw up, so that will help jumpstart me again. i started my meds today & all i've eaten was a few grapes. the only reason i even ate is because my stomach was empty & i didn't want dry heaves. sorry for being so graphic but that's the reason.

it's so silly how not eating makes me feel so good about myself.

the elliptical should be coming soon! i'm SO excited about that.

i feel kinda sick so i'm gonna go rest & not eat :]

CMMNT

[02 Jul 2004|03:53pm]
[ mood | cranky ]

i've decided against the coffee diet because i really don't like coffee that much!

TODAY
1 coffee
1 lemon tea
***
1/2 handful of bombay mix
1 small mango
1 tsp. of tuna (w/ mayo) on its own

my mom is making indian tonight =/ it's hard to diet when there's a family meal & my boyfriend is here, because people question you when you don't eat. i'll just stay away from carbs.

i ordered my elliptical (cross trainer). it'll be here within the next 28 days (max). that's actually good because i'll have plenty of time to detox & prepair.

i'm starting the bikini fit diet tomorrow. i know i just said i was doing the coffee thing, but this one is actually healthy & highly recommended, so it sounds like a better option.

2|CMMNT

[02 Jul 2004|12:09am]
if i added you, don't be alarmed. i just know if i read a few stories here & there it will keep me going. plus comments & support is always nice. ♥
CMMNT

[01 Jul 2004|10:52pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

tomorrow i start the "coffee diet". i think i'm getting an elliptical tomorrow as well. that means i need to quit smoking for good. i've only had 1 since saturday. i think that's a good start. also, no more fizzy drinks; just water. we'll see what happens!

CMMNT

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